this account is gonna be deleted soon. once i actually start doing art again and not just naked pictures. there might be some of those as well, but, i feel this account is unnecessary if im not doing anything with it. i painted a picture the other day, its okay, not the greatest. it was for me mum. gotta paint my gram one soon, and yes crystal, i will paint you the rainbow picture, and ill probably put kitties in it too just for you. the issue with me and art is that i dont really draw but paint and once in a while use pastels, so that art is gonna be harder to put on here unless i get another camera.

but, im happy about this whole warmer weather and rain thing. it makes me happy. my brain has already reverted to summer time sleeping habits bcuz i sleep like shit at night, but awesome during the day. thats probably why im so fucking tired right now. i cant wait till summer. it'll be fucking sweet. there will be tea parties and picnics and wheel chair racing and wheel chair jousting and who the fuck knows what else.

oh! i has mice now, they're adorable. ezra and kaluha=two cute womens mice. kaluha is a bitch though and keeps attacking ezra. so yeah.

devin is fucking cute. <33 i get to see him tomorrow.

only 44 more days left of school. im excited about that. and imma try and graduate early next year. i only need four more credits after this year. so yeah, only 3/4 of a year left in school. then ill probably start going to gateway, work lots, and move out. oh! i graduate early, so i'll be able to move out sooner. which means devin and zaque need to get their shit together, well, actually, just get a job of some form or some sort of income. i dont care if you're being whores or selling drugs, i just need some other ppls to help me pay for shit if imma move out. i could pay for an apartment maybe, but i wouldnt have any food and that would suck. so get jobs assholes!! or josh king should get a job, im sure he could move out. matt and crystal, once you guys are allowed, your welcome to move in with me as long as you has an job. i dont wanna live with anyone else, so you bitches can fuck off.

right now im just rambling because im so bored and tired. i think i should go to sleep, but really dont feel like it.

my sister is gonna get married this fall, maybe. i hope so, it'll make her happy, but at the same time no. but, i do get to make her wedding cake if they do, which makes me real happy. i know it's just because they dont really have any money, but at the same time i feel honored being asked to make a wedding cake, especially for my sister because i love her lots and she's rad. kinda disappointed though, because she wants it simple and i wanted to make her an awesome cake. but w/e. ill make one for fun sometime.

there's a cat there. and im gonna have one last cigarette before i go to bed.

night kids.<3