this account is gonna be deleted soon. once i actually start doing art again and not just naked pictures. there might be some of those as well, but, i feel this account is unnecessary if im not doing anything with it. i painted a picture the other day, its okay, not the greatest. it was for me mum. gotta paint my gram one soon, and yes crystal, i will paint you the rainbow picture, and ill probably put kitties in it too just for you. the issue with me and art is that i dont really draw but paint and once in a while use pastels, so that art is gonna be harder to put on here unless i get another camera.

but, im happy about this whole warmer weather and rain thing. it makes me happy. my brain has already reverted to summer time sleeping habits bcuz i sleep like shit at night, but awesome during the day. thats probably why im so fucking tired right now. i cant wait till summer. it'll be fucking sweet. there will be tea parties and picnics and wheel chair racing and wheel chair jousting and who the fuck knows what else.

oh! i has mice now, they're adorable. ezra and kaluha=two cute womens mice. kaluha is a bitch though and keeps attacking ezra. so yeah.

devin is fucking cute. <33 i get to see him tomorrow.

only 44 more days left of school. im excited about that. and imma try and graduate early next year. i only need four more credits after this year. so yeah, only 3/4 of a year left in school. then ill probably start going to gateway, work lots, and move out. oh! i graduate early, so i'll be able to move out sooner. which means devin and zaque need to get their shit together, well, actually, just get a job of some form or some sort of income. i dont care if you're being whores or selling drugs, i just need some other ppls to help me pay for shit if imma move out. i could pay for an apartment maybe, but i wouldnt have any food and that would suck. so get jobs assholes!! or josh king should get a job, im sure he could move out. matt and crystal, once you guys are allowed, your welcome to move in with me as long as you has an job. i dont wanna live with anyone else, so you bitches can fuck off.

right now im just rambling because im so bored and tired. i think i should go to sleep, but really dont feel like it.

my sister is gonna get married this fall, maybe. i hope so, it'll make her happy, but at the same time no. but, i do get to make her wedding cake if they do, which makes me real happy. i know it's just because they dont really have any money, but at the same time i feel honored being asked to make a wedding cake, especially for my sister because i love her lots and she's rad. kinda disappointed though, because she wants it simple and i wanted to make her an awesome cake. but w/e. ill make one for fun sometime.

there's a cat there. and im gonna have one last cigarette before i go to bed.

night kids.<3

yaay! i reached 1000 page views today!!! *big grin* ahh!! ive only had this since june... crazy.

umm... soon i should be having my bf take more nudes of me. sexy ones. yes! speaking of him, hes amazing, i love him. and his weird tongue.

i figured out my wonderful cat, balthasar, is a vegetarian. he refuses to eat any meat i give him, but likes cheese a lot. hahahahaha. and he's a pirate! yes! he's the neatest cat in the world.

but seriously, that many page views in such a short time is fucking awesome, especially since i have all dumb shit on here.

love you all <3

okay, so i finally found the new Mindless Self Indulgence cd i downloaded, and im sad i did find it. (Another Mindless Rip Off)
this cd made me very disappointed.
what the hell happened to MSI? they were once completely amazing.
i guess theyre music is still good, buuut, the lyrics.
theyre so dumb now. i liked the completely crude MSI waaayyy!!! better.
im sad now.
and, its so electronicy now, i liked the fast rawr MSI.
aahhhh....
this is disgusting....
i think my obsession with MSI might finally die away now that theyve become dumb just like every other band.

ive decided after this pack is gone,
im done smoking.
forever.
otay, maybe not forever, cant promise that, but for a long while.
hopefully.
and there are only 3 left.
one of which is in mah hand.
reasons why im doing this:
1) i would like to be able to breathe good again
2) i dont really smoke that much anyways bcuz of friends i hang out with hating it so i dont smoke around them
3) i want to start exercising so i can have almost no body fat again and to actually have arm muscles (dont worry, ill still stay insanely un-muscley)
4) save moneys
5) idk sounds like a good idea right now

umm... yeah, so im pretty proud of myself for doing this.
i never thought i would, but hey, shit happens i guess.

so if im a bitch im sry, and nobody let me have a cigarette. my mind is set this time.

I have a feeling that this summer is going to be a good one. I actually have friends that like me enough to hang out, and other friends to party with. The bad part about being busy a lot is that not a lot of new stuff will be done. Nudes, of course. Can't promise any drawings, unless I end up stranded at home, or grounded again. I'm still grounded until tomorrow, but that really didn't matter. Me mum let me out Friday as long as I cleaned stuff, and yesterday because she doesn't like me home alone. I think karma is finally giving me good stuff instead of screwing me over like it usually does. YAY!
Friday- was awesome. Water balloon fights, lots of food, and holy shit NERDS!! I love nerds so much, but they were gone in about two hours *tear* Umm.... but what exactly happened to the skirt Josh bought me? I really liked it, but if Alley will allow Devin to wear it, he can keep it.
Saturday- was neat too. Buut, that black guy, kind of weird. I don't enjoy being threatened with rape right when I meet someone, or tickled. Haha, so since he knew I didn't want him, he went after Cry. It was cute. I think I will to especially stick to the tall skrawny white boys, because I do not want anal. *shivers with disgust*

AAAHHHH!! I need cheese so screw this.